cruel intentions

BATANGAS ESCAPADE

2007-03-27T21:04:00.000-07:00

WEW!

It seems like a lifetime since i last visit this page. So many things have happened in the past, good things and bad. I guess i didn't have enough time or some of the things that happened i just want to bury in the past.

But then again, I know it will never be that easy to forget.

Let's just focus on the good things!

Finally natuloy na rin un outing namin ng mga friendships ko from college! Di nga lang kami kumpleto.
Pero masaya pa rin! Un nga lang mejo bitin!

Wala si Kaye and Berna. Si Zarah, nagpapakita na ng boobies...hehehe!

Si Gaddie, sumama din. Kaya masaya lahat. Un nga lang after nasira un fone ni Gaddie...SAD!

Anyway, we went to Nasugbu, Batangas. Ganda ng place. Katabi nya un Punta Fuego.
We stayed over night. Kwentuhan at lamunan ng walang humpay. Saya saya!

Wala nga lang masyadong tao! Anyway, paguwi namin we stopped by Caleruega! Ganda ng place.
Nagmoment. Nagpanggap kaming mga banal!

nag moment pa si gadi magisa...ganda ng sunset!

finally.. we have a group pic! YEHEY!

....im so thankful..they're my friends. :)

a friend said...

2006-06-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

"minsan apol, ok lang maging aggressive ka."
i will never forget the things i did and things that happened last week...
once i thought ...di ko kayang gawin yung ibang bagay because people might think of me as cheap...
pero minsan pala makakalimutan mo din isipin ung sasabihin ng ibang tao kasi mas mahalaga na maexpress mo yung nararamdaman mo.
although it is a big risk for me, last thursday, i took up the courage to ask him na magsabay naman kami umuwi...kailangan ko lang tlg ng closure or peace of mind. we really needed to talk. i was so nervous kasi..first time ko gagawin yun.i guess what made it easy is because i know that whatever i'm about to say will come from the heart...
don't get me wrong ..di naman ako nagpropose..di pa..hehehe...
i just told him the things that bothered me for the past weeks and the way i feel...ofcourse di pa rin ganun kablunt ang pagamin pero may clue...
anyway...it was a good thing we talked...atleast alam ko na yung side niya...
it was a serious but very light talk...it was funny...pero may sense.
basta hirap iexplain...but we both came to an undertstanding that we need to become friends first...and try not to let other people affect us...basta we're friends and enjoying ang pagiging artista.haha.
after the talk, inihatid niya ako sa dorm...i felt like hindi ko ata dapat siya nacorner ng ganun?
but then that night at work..his friend told me that he told them na natouch siya kasi sinbayan ko siyang umuwi and that nagusap kami.
so ok na...

outing...

2006-06-17T23:58:00.000-07:00

this should have been posted like 3 weeks ago...but i didn't have the pictures then.anyway...just wanted to post this..because we were so pretty...kahit haggard from the shift...
saturday morning (May 27)..we all went to cavite for the first ever dental/account outing (i forgot the name of the resort).ang saya...nakikain lang kami nila aj ...i planned of going home to los banos that day...so hanggang tangahalian lang kami...but it was fun.
we all thought it was a private resot..but it wasn't...pero ok lang din.. saya magvideoke..i mean panoorin ung ibang tao magvideoke...i wanted to sing kaya lang baka magrequest sila maxado..di ko kayanin.hehehe.

some dark cloud

2006-06-10T23:46:00.000-07:00

never felt so alone in my entire life...i don't know...since last week...i felt trapped...trapped in my own shadow.
why is it that when things seem to fall into place and just waiting for the right moment to finalize everything, some thing would always go wrong...
life is never easy...i know that for a fact...but don't i deserve to be happy?not even for once?

it's harder for me...because i am never vocal...i had to fight w/ my pride before i would be able to confront those people who make my life somehow difficult...
i can't cry...my pride wont allow it...and that what makes it harder.

i'm thankful i have lovely friends...joy (thanks for the Da Vinci date.lavyah), zarah (w/ her crazy txt messages that makes me worry sometimes), berna (w/ her nonchalant,happy-go lucky outlook in life and her dreadful braces), ichy (for always manipulating me to go w/ her to the mall), jade (the most outspoken person i've met that makes life more interesting), joy Capit (w/ her sweet papa james), pj (for the teasing and the out of the blue "ok ka lang?" comment), sam (for the trust and support), lizette (my pinoy pop superstar,) ,TL Angela (for seeing my potentials and for proving me wrong) and AJ (for making me laugh)

before i left home today...my inaanak janine came to our house and she greets me with her hug...parang dat is something i needed...i almost cried...but i couldn't... not in front of my parents.

am i at fault...?
blaming oneself is easy and hard all at the same time...
no closure...

i've read from a friends blog:

Some words are better left unspoken... whatever that means, but maybe some feelings are better kept inside as well, but all my life I lived with the fact that time always passes you by if you don't know how to take chances. You miss a lot of things and too many good people you should have known and could have been family. So how do I go about this contradiction? got no idea.. life is but peculiar.

how true...and i think it will always be the case for me.

insomnia

2006-05-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

kamusta naman ang buhay ko na for the whole week eh mukhang gagawa ako ng record na may tulog lang ng 5 hrs everyday.at kamusta naman ako ngaun na natulog ng 9 am at nagising ng 10:30am...kaya eto walang magawa.nagmumukmok sa blog.haaayyyy! i hate it...anyway..mejo masaya naman ako kasi nagkakamoment kami ni mr.pure energy.secret na muna kung ano...

moments...

2006-05-07T00:26:00.000-07:00

i'm not sure how to describe last week...
everything was such a surprise...
first..over the weekend ichy and i planned to go out last tuesday to buy groceries at south supermarket (para maiba lang)...den after my shift i got a text from her that she was kidnapped...(bruhang yun may outing pala)...hehehe...anyway nakabalik naman xa ng buhay...di xa kinaya ng mga kidnappers ibinalik na siya...hehehe..di natuloy ag south supermarket pero natuloy kami sa southmall supermarket hahahaha...

anyway...the whole week...he (mr. pure energy) started texting me ung mga simpleng txt lang...but when we're on the floor,we hardly greet each other...pero ok lang...

den one day , one ofc friend (joy) felt sick during our shift and she really needed to go home.she got the permission and was sent home...ayan wala na akong lunch buddy...the next day i brought her minute burger...(kasi fave nya un eh)...may mga nainggit...so the next day she textd me to bring daw 3 minute burgers (for her, jace and joseph) ...ofcourse nagdala ako...tapos pinakain niya (joy) ako ng masarap na tsupaghetti (term ni joy toh ha?) ni papa james (asawa ni joy)...sarap grabe!!!
tapos sabi ni joy bnigyan daw xa ni joseph ng juice, sabi ko bakit ako wala...ako nmn ang bumili ng burgers ah...ang lola mo sinabi kay joseph eh dramarama sa hapon lang naman un...anyway, eh di lumapit xa sa akin at tinanong kung ano daw ang gusto kong juice...nahiya naman ako...xempre sabi ko wala..but he made pilit...but i was stubborn so he gave up...anyway...wala lang...hehehe...moments lang...hehehe

anyway what happened the next day is the major event...during our team meeting...my TL gave a hint na ang crush ng bayan (dental account) ay nasa team daw namin...but she doesn't wanna say...but towards the end of the meeting she said that it was me...well..naloka naman ako...TALAGA?!!!well what else is new...hahaha...joke lang...feeling ko exaggerated lang ung story ng TL ko...though xempre flattered naman ako.

anyway...thursday supposedly is the last day of joseph (11 by 4 kasi xa)..but he made a rest day OT nung friday at nakitulog xa sa apac para daw malamig...hay naku...anyway...we said goodbye to each other...den i went home alone (well not exactly)i was w/ irish kaya lang magkaiba kami ng way pauwi...

we were walking and walking while i was listening to the radio so mejo napapsayaw ako...not knowing na may sumusunod sa amin...si mr. energy.kakahiya nakita niya akong sumayaw...pero ok lang...nakakahiya pa rin.
so it turned out na may kasabay akong umuwi...den nung nasa jeep na kami he asked me " gusto mong magbreakfast?mayaman ako ngayon, so libre kita."
sabi ko...ok!!! "san mo gusto", i said gusto ko ng french fries so sa macdo kami...but while eating di pa pala ako ganun gutom so hindi ko nakain ung binili niyang burger sa akin...hashbrown lang kinain ko...but he made lamon everything..pero ok lang...guys nmn have big appetite...
i was the one who set up the table..we ate facing each other...sabi niya..di daw xa sanay gusto niya ung kasama niyang kumain katabi niya...
sabi ko "hirap kaya nun,ako gusto ko ung nasa harap ko" den he said
" gusto mo ako?"
"ano?!"
"gusto mo ako, sabi mo gusto mo ung nsa harap mo?hehehe...joke lang"
den i was just quiet..pero masaya atleast we had the chance to eat na kami lang dalawa...walang pumilit at walang nanunukso...
the sweetest thing is he said ihahatid niya ako sa bahay sabi ko wag na mahihirapan lng xa dumiretso n lng xa pauwi...den he said.." babalik pa akong apac, so ok lang un."
fine! nataka lang ako..bakit xa umuwi kung babalik pa xang apac?
nung malapit na kami sa dorm sabi ko i still need to get my things, sabi niya ok lang..he'll wait...grabe naman ang init kaya sa labas and he can't come in...bawal eh...so dun xa sa labas nghintay kaya binilisan ko na ung pagaayos ng gamit...

den naginsist xa na dalhin niya un gamit...
fine ...mabigat eh...
tapos nung nsa jeep he said ihahatid niya ako sa terminal...sabi ko wag na...
den he said
"ayaw mo ba akong kasama, kasi kanina ka pa gumagwa ng paraan para paalisin ako"
i didn't say anything...den he said " oh ano ayaw mo talaga?...kahit ayaw mo sasama pa rin ako."
fine!
tapos we waited for like an hour before the bus arrived...der we talked almost about everything...all nonsense things...w/c turned out na may sense din nmn kahit papano...
anyway it was just the sweetest moment...kahit init na init na xa he stayed.
den dat nyt he textd me and told me to tell him kapag magsleep n ako...i did and den he txtd me wen he got home (gumimik pa kasi eh)...wala lang..just want to share dat moment.

chika day...

2006-04-30T01:55:00.000-07:00

i'm out wid mah friends (ichy,zarah and joyie)...
we're doing joy's thesis...actually sina ichy and zarah lng...andito ako ngaun sa abode nagiinternet...

miss ko na rin ang mga loka...lalo na si ichy hehehe...

graduation ko kahapon..pero di ako nagmarcha...wala nga ako balita kung ano ang nangyari eh...
sa totoo lang di naman ako nanghinayang na di ako nagmarcha..leche ng init naman!!!
atsaka pagod na rin ako from work eh...and matagal ko nmn yun inisip if i really want to go out there and fry myself to death...
naisip ko...i want to share it wid mah friends...kaya lang di nmn kami kumpleto...mas masaya kung magkakasama kaming aarte at iiyak at pagtitinginan ng mga tao (sabay sasabihin nila "ang pretty naman nila kahit naiyak")hahahaha...un nga lang magisa lang si kaye...well that's life...

actually siguro ang sad part lang is knowing na gusto akong makita ng parents ko na magmarch...but i know they understand naman na hindi naman ganun kadali lahat..di nmn ako nakatunganga lang sa bahay.galing pa akong alabang at naipit sa trapik ng mga 3 oras lng naman...
at pag sinabi kong mainit...eh mainit tlg!!!GRABEH!!!

anyway.it's sunday today...kasama ko sina joy, ichy and zarah..chikahan...tawanan at thesis mode...come'on...
joy and i went to nini's house to get some things..i'm hapi nini is somehow on the track of finishing her thesis...joy as well.
come on gurls..YOU can DO it!!!

the last week was a shock to me...siguro dahil sa mga kabaliwan ko 2 weeks ago.namiss ko tlg ung isang tao...
di ko na pinigilan ung sarili ko na lumapit at maginitiate ng pagbati sa kaniya...which turned out to be fun...
nakakapagusap na kami at nakakpagtawanan kahit mejo ilang pa rin ..kasi ang dami tlgang alaskador sa paligid...pero masaya..SUPER!!!

oh well..secrets na lng muna ang mga moments of love ko...
basta masaya...
and today i'm happier kasi...ksama ko ung mga bruha kong friends...balik na nga akong mcdo...

hell week

2006-04-23T03:19:00.000-07:00

this week i've been trying to avoid someone...plano ko hindi maxadong obvious...but i couldn't help it...i had to tell someone...i told a friend from work...
sabi niya
"bakit?"
sabi ko "ewan.."
but i know the answer...
yoko na masaktan...
then today i read the blog of a friend:
'Ang Boys? Pag trip ka, magpapakilala. Kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na. Tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila.'

ganun ung start ng lahat...but i don't think na nagsawa siya...i just think he doesn't know what he wants...kaya ang ending eto ako...confused...

the other day..i think he felt na iniiwasan ko na nga siya...people started asking if something is wrong...coz they hardly see us talking to each other...and pag nagkakatinginan kami...alam mo ung tingin na may gustong itanong sau ung tao...tapos ako naman baliw...obvious na iiwas na lang bigla...

ang hirap...i wanted us to be friends..but then again "you can never be friends w/ someone ur attracted with"
ung mga friends nya...niyayaya ako na magbreakfast nung friday...sabi ko kailangan ko ng umuwi..but no..i had breakfast with some of my friends...nakakaguilty...at torture sa sarili ko...miss ko na ung tao...pero ang tanong miss ba niya ako?

baka puwede ko rin i aapply ung nasa blog ng friend ko na:
'Before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin. Tapos isang araw nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong, "Bakit ka nagsawa?" Ngumiti ako, "Hindi ako nagsawa. Natauhan lang."

kaya lang nangyari na toh eh...
at alam kong di pa ako natatauhan...asar talaga...

life is a song...

2006-04-23T01:35:00.000-07:00

NARDA--para sa isang friend from work na may gurl na like pero di niya na mareach kaya ang perfect line para sa kaniya...
"Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip ,
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna"

NASAAN---para sa akin...i just find the first line funny..
"Hatinggabi, di mapakali Di makatulog,(kasi i'm working)
di makangitin Bakit ganon,
hanggang ngayon Nag-iisip, nagtatanong (kaya nga nabubuwisit ako eh)

ESPECIALLY for YOU--para ky J----H...para sa kaniya ung line na...
"I've waited long enough to find you,
I wanna put all the hurt behind you,
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you..."

KAILAN--para ulit kay J----H...leche...
"Dito'y mayroon sa puso ko
Munting puwang laan sa 'yo
Maaari na bang magpakilala "

MAGASIN---para sa friend ko na ipinakilala sa akin ung ibang ibig sabihin ng word na PRETTY...xa daw kasi un...hahaha
"Iba na ang iyong ngiti
Iba na ang iyong tingin
Nagbago nang lahat sayo...
Sana'y hindi nakita
Sana'y walang problema pagka't kulang ang dala kong perang
Pambili.... oooh..... pambili sa mukha mong maganda"
--comment ko...malas nung guy na nanloko sa kaniya...hahaha

OVERDRIVE---para sa friend kong over JOY...hehehe
"magda-drive ako hanggang Baguio
magda-drive ako hanggang Bicol
magda-drive ako hanggang Batangas
tapos magswi-swimming d'on sa beach
isasama ko ang boyfriend ko
isasama ko kahit sinong may gusto..."
---knowing that she is such a freaky traveller...i think this will suit her for the mean time...lol

TORETE---for my very ICHY friend...lol
"Sandali na lang
Maari bang pagbigyan
Aalis na nga
Maaari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay
Sana ay maabot ng langit ang iyong mga ngiti
Sana ay masilip ..."
---i know she misses her love so much.

TULOG NA---para kay little GURL...
"Tulog na mahal ko
Hayaan na muna natin ang mundong ito
tulog na tayo
Tulog na mahal ko..."
--actually parang feeling ko kanta sa kaniya un ng boyfriend niya..para kasi siyang baby in size...hehehe

so many songs to describe our lives...but for the mean time...eto muna ung songs ko for the people around me...
actually madami pa akong gustong isama sa list...sa susunod na lang...

pero may one last song ako na dedicated sa lahat ng friends ko...especially sa SF...
WITH A SMILE---
"lift your head
baby don't be scared of the things that could go wrong along your way
you'll get by with a smile
you can't win at everythin but you can try
baby you don't have to worry
coz there ain't no need to hurry
no one every said there'll bean easy way...
i'll stay through the bad times
even if i have to fetch you everyday
you'll get by if you smile
you can never be too happy in this life..."

atsaka gusto ko lang ishare ung isang quote that i got from my email ...
"don't hold SOMETHING in your arms that you could never hold in your HEART."

ewan ko parang tinamaan kasi ako eh...kasi this week...i've been avoiding someone...i just don't know if i don't want that person to hold me or if i'm just NOT READY na magpa HOLD...

nothing better to say...

2006-04-01T23:02:00.000-08:00

10 things i realized ...

1. i realized that i'm loved by many...
2.that i often neglect those people who care so much about me...
3.na kahit kailan hindi makukuntento ang tao...
4.kasi u'll meet new people and encounter new things...
5.meaning u'll strive to achieve those things na feeling mo magpapasaya sau...
6.cannot afford to be selfish
7.coz there are so many less fortunate people out there...
8.dahilan para everyday maging thankful ako ...
9.coz i know now that i'm loved by many...
10. and because of that i should cherish every moment spent with them.

22 things ...

2006-03-26T00:02:00.000-08:00

1.two words to describe urself right now?=super cute
2. first five words that pops in ur mind now?=and corny ng tanong natoh!
3. name 5 of your crazy friends= 1)JOY - laughing gas..2)ZARAH - composite filling..3)ICHY - analgesia ko 4)BERNA- amalgam (pambara)5)KAYE- braces (pangkikay).. hehehe..
4. who was the first person that came to yourmind as you woke up this morning?= si ...ah ewan.
5. who was the last person to make you feel kilig?ung sagot sa #4....
6. what song is on your mind right now?= darna ng kamikaze
7. what was the last thing you wrote on astraight line?= huh?
8. who do you want to call on your cellphone?= si ryan
9. Are you in love?= hindi eh...
10. what color/s do you like?= black and green and pink and yellow and red...
11. last song that you sang:= magazine ng e-heads
12. do you like to sing?= yeahbah..
13. have you ever been to Baguio?= nope
14. what was the last song that you danced to?= stickwidyah
15. favorite songs:= masyadong madami..
16. bakit mo sinasagutan survey na to?= for a change..
17. asan ka ngayon?=chikrety
18. last person you e-mailed= si joy
19. how often do you buy load?= twice a week..
20.i you were given a chance to visit anothercountry what would it be?= sa australia..
21. name the person that you wish to fall for you at this moment:nyork
22. what do you want to happen right now?= kahit ano basta masaya

missing this feeling...

2006-02-21T23:55:00.000-08:00

i consider last week as my kilig week...
grabe ang dami nangyari...

from saturday morning when he texted me to take care on my way home to laguna...to the following working days when he brought me food at my station...

kilig!!! siyempre...kaya lang ilang din...
pero nakakamiss ung feeling...
i appreciated the thoughfulness of that person...
may selos factor pang nalalaman...
i have to admit that it had been a long time since someone have shown such sweetness to me...u know a different type of sweetness... ung may malisya...hehehe

last night..he saw me doing faxes which is only done by those people who are sick and cannot take in calls...
he approached me and asked if i'm sick..sabi ko hindi..they just like me so they log me out (sabay tawa).

he just smiled back...
but i was in a very good mood that day kasi nakita ko that he got his hair cut and he shaved...
the day before he texted me and asked me which haircut do i like...kalbo, tama lang or long hair...
xempre sabi ko kung san siya masaya..un ang sundn niya..pero mas gusto ko ung clean cut..
akalain mo nagpagupit...and he looks good.

i just can't say it out loud though.coz i think it is inappropriate and mejo nakakailang..pano ba naman people at work thought that we are together as a couple just because he brought me food.pero masaya..sabi ko nga kilig!!!

afraid...searching soul?!!!

2006-02-18T21:53:00.000-08:00

i'm starting to realize bakit nga ba for 23 yrs di pa rin me naging committed w/ someone...u know as in someone special...

i'm starting to realize na siguro there's something wrong with me..everytme may dadating...i always get afraid..
di ko alam if takot ako sa taong un..
o sa sarili ko
o sa relationship...

eto na naman ako...naguguluhan sa mundo...bakit ganun.masaya naman ung parang mild lang ang lahat ng bagay.bakit kailangan pang magng complicated.

pero pag nakikita ko nga friends ko...parang sobrang saya naman nila..

baka naman kailangan talaga minsan matuto akong magrisk...at iprepare ang sarili ko sa mga puwedeng mangyari.
pakshet!!!minsan mahirap magisip..
masaya pag may nagpapakilig sau..
pero nakakatakot pag alam mong mejo oa na ung pag care sau nung tao...

hirap pati pag may mga taong pang add sa pressure...

haaay..buhay..o baka nmn ako lang ang nagpapacomplicate..di din..
paksget talaga!!kakaasar!!!

king kong and sagada!!!

2006-01-16T02:01:00.000-08:00

busy week!!!went out to watch piolo and juday.ganda!kaya pupunta na ako ng sagada.hehehe.then the next day met up with my friends from college.at last nakita ko na si carl.hehehe.and then the following day, went out with ichy to see kingkong.the legendary boyfriend of berna.hahaha.

---message to my lovely friends...
JOY--i love yah! gurl.no matter what, alam mong this is all part of growing up...you need this coz it will teach you a lot of things.
ZARAH--hanggang ngaun nagtataka ka pa rin why nasakit ang &oo&$ mo?hmp!!!
ICHY--kelan tau punta sagada?!!!
BERNA--kasama mo ba si kingkong mo?hehehe
KAYE--akalain mo hanggang ngaun part ka p rin ng messages ko?hehehe.misyah!

----------to all of you guys.labyah!!!

eto ung bonding moment na yun! saya...!!!

MAKATI GURLS!!!

2005-11-25T16:35:00.000-08:00

mga impaktitang friends ko..started txting me around 3pm last thursday...urging me to meet up with them sa mcdo sa UP...

buti na lang nakatulog ako ng kaunti..so mejo oki lang ang mood ko...
di pa nagiinit ang puwet ko eh sabi ni joy kelangan n niya umuwi dahil may pasok pa xa...

at nawindang ang mundo ko..ang lola mo nagrequest na ihatid xa.....san?sa sakayan ng JEEP...
NO?!! sa MAKATI?!!!
huwaaaat!!!???

suddenly we found ourselves walking along the pavement of MAKATI...
we get to meet one of the member of SMURFS..soweee joy...
and we found out that JOY YAN a.k.a gipgip.baj,yoj,and joey eh isa palang CLARISSA....hahaha...eeewwww!!!

CLARISAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

bakit ganun?

2005-11-21T17:29:00.000-08:00

why is it that when peolpe are trying to get their lives back together eh lagi na lang ma y darating ulit para guluhin yun ulit?

for the past few days i've been trying to get my grooves back...
after the scene sa bus...yoko na ma ulit un noh!!!
so nililibang ko na lang ang sarili ko...
after finally being able to resign to the fact na siguro nga true lahat ng nariring ko...here comes again this one person na pinipilit mo na ngang kalimutan...

he gave me call after a long time...
turned out na xa pala ung nagmimisscall sa akin na di ko kilala...
as usual it's as if walang nangyari before...very nonchalant...haaayy...so fucking tired of all this..
he denied everything...and i hate it..

but what i hated the most is liking the fact that he called and that he denied it...
but still at the back of my mind...there are questions and doubts and worries...

will i forever be like this...?

sex and the city of alabang life...

2005-11-21T16:30:00.000-08:00

wednesday night...feeling picky about what i'm supposed to wear to the office that night...
parang may something special that is about to happen...

pero masaya ako... kasi may nakapansin sa akin..hihihi....

anyway, came morning...i'm about to go home and log -out from work when i checkd my phone and saw a misscall from an unfamiliar #...then a text from joy...saying "APL, punta ako ofc niyo"

HUWAAAAAT?!!! now na?

oh gosh first time na makikita ko si joy sa alabang after a long time...yung tipong walang plan,so this better happen.
ang as usual wala na naman akong load..so i bugged AJ and asked him to lend me his phone so i can use it..hahaha.anyway, mabait naman si AJ...
at dinemand ko ky joy na tawagan niya ako para magkaintindihan kami....

and so she called me up and told me to meet up with zarah first at 10am.gudlak ang end ng shift ko ay 7:30am...so kailangan ko n nmn magpakamartyr...well no choice!!!

so nagkta kami ni zarah and we decided to wait for joy sa ATC sa labas , take note!we've been waiting there under the sun for like almost 30mins until we came into our senses and decided to go inside ATC and plot the death sentence for JOY YAN!!!hehehe...

it turns out na kanina pa pala ang lola mo sa loob ng ATC...
bruhang yun..kundi lang niya sinabi na may ipapakilala siya sa amin ...kinalbo ko na xa..hehehe.LABYAH joyie!

anyway dahil nanlalambot na kami nizarah we decided to eat our lunch without ichy and berna...
good thing, kasi habang na ATC kami nasa FESTI naman ung dalwa..
so ang ending nagpunta kami sa FESTI para makipagchikahan sa dalawa...ICHY was able to buy the dress she's been coveting for quite some time na.hehehe.go gurl.remember rated R ka pag suot mo yan!!!

we went to seattle's para magpakaddict ulit...hehehe.
si zarah umorder ng shake na puwede niyang ikamatay.hahaha.
at siyempre ginawa namin fave-thing-to-do namin...picture...picture!!!

apol,berna,zarah,ichy,joy and me ulit!!!

busog...

2005-11-06T15:58:00.000-08:00

bday celeb nina tata ang ichy...ung magpinsan na room8s ko sa dorm ngaun...

we went to festi and ate at...oh gosh i forgot the name of the place...eh kasi nmn windangers pa ako dahil bago akong gising at gutom na gutom na ako..wala na akong paki kung saan kami kumain.

anyway basta to make a long story short...we ate...
dami namin kinain...
pero pinakamasarap ung sisig...hihihi...
den we went to seattle's para magcoffee break...at nagkuhanan ng pic...

hilda,moi,berna,tata n ichy
hilda made my day...
haven't had the chance to laugh ng ganun for a very long time....

ung tipong di ka tlg makahinga...i love it!!!

thanks hilds...and thanks kay tata ang ichy sa blow-out!!!muahness!!!

after a year!!!

2005-10-29T15:50:00.000-07:00

watched 50 first dates last week...

akalain mo...after a year napanood ko rin xa...

i was never into cds or dvds...
mahilig lang tlg ako magabang ng hit movies sa HBO...
thank god for HBO...hehehe
yun nga lang...i had to wait for a year...

anyway sulit naman...di din nmn ako mahilig magrepeat ng movies...kahit sobrang like ko pa un...
basta sa akin napanood ko at natuwa ako...

grabe...kahit lagi kong naririnig from other people ung fifty first dates...never ko tlg nagrasp ung idea ng movie...

kaya naappreciate ko xa nung napanood ko na...
nakaktawa at the same time napakromantic and touching ng movie...

almost impossible pero there's also such thing as rare...
and i think it's really rare to find someone who will do everything to make you fall in love everyday let alone remind you everyday of the things you're supposed to remember.

today's a friend's bday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ICHY!!!

chuvaluvaaaaa!!!

2005-10-16T15:45:00.000-07:00

amazingly around 12 o'clock midnight talaga ako nakatulog kagabi...
akalain mo, nagawa kong labanan ang antok ng ganun katagal...
after going straight to the hospital afterwork because of a friend and having stayed there for 4hours with my other friends eh hindi ako inantok kahit tintawag na ako ng kama ko sa bahay namin...

akala ko nga after dinner makakatulog agad ako but noh...
hyper pa rin ako...
and today etoh...nagbablog naman ako...

hay naku sana gumaling na un friend ko and sana hindi masama ang maging findings ng mga doktor...
hindi na tlg matutuloy ang gale...kahit ang octfest namin...
pero magd- dv na lang daw kami...aba wish ko lang, kahit man lang ito eh matuloy na talaga...
hahaha...

zarah get well soon!!!
berna..isa k ng ganap na binata...hahaha!!!
joy, u gurl, kailangan mo tlgang magkuwento next time we meet!!!
ichy, ang dami mo alam ha?!!!
kaye, wer in the hell are you?!!!!

looooonggggggg weeeeekeeeend

2005-10-09T17:10:00.000-07:00

saya ang haba ng bakasyon ko...
so far i'm enjoying my work...
started taking in calls last monday...
i'm so proud of our batch...
we're doing good...

lst night kala ko hindi ako pagod...
but after eating dinner bigla na lang ako nakatulog...
oh noh!!!

last saturday went out partying with mah teammates...
graduation chuvaness namin eh...
ang saya...
may mga nangyari afterwards...
hay naku ewan talaga...
how things could change na hindi mo namamalayan...

berberi,zarah,joyie,gaddie and moi
i miss my friends...
during this week...i saw zarah...so thin that gurl yet so pretty and kikay...
got a text from joyie na mejo naweirduhan ako...
berberi got sick and from what i've heard she needs 5 days of rest...huhuhu..
ichy well inatake na naman ng multiple personality disorder...hehehe..muahness gurl!!!

seems like our puerto gallera escapade is an urban legend once more...
sana kahit october fest matuloy kami....
sana berberi gumaling ka na by that time...
oh noh...better set-up the date...

ichy...malapit na b-day mo...muahness to all my friends...
labyah guys!!!

and sa wave3 ng wellpoint CONGRATS!!!

rainy days and mondays

2005-09-26T14:40:00.000-07:00

ten reasons why i'm happy yesterday kasi...

1.petiks mode kami sa training...
2.masaya na si...
3.masyadong mahaba ang buhok ni...
4.mona was so nice to me...
5.sinamahan ako ni mama ichy sa SM para magwithdraw...
6.i survived yesterdays shift kahit sobrang pagod ako from the biyahe mula LB.
7.people on the floor were very nice and accomodating...
8.there was this one funny agent na bagong gising lang at ako ang tinatanong niya about his calls.hehehe
9.ohhhhh and i saw a friend before i left home
10.and i had moments...hihihi...

five reasons why i'm not happy yesterday kasi...
1.may prob un friend ko.
2.i missed my barkada again.
3.i missed ads and UP coz i met someone on the floor who went to the same college.
4.may nalaman ako about...and it made me sad.
5.i wasn't able to confirm something very important.

haaaaaay buhay.well that's life...gotta live it!!!

great weekend!!!

2005-09-25T15:47:00.000-07:00

saturday...

after shift may lakad ang mga guys...kakainggit lagi silang may bonding session.miss ko na uminom di na nga ata ako marunong eh.kahit gusto kong sumama, can't.need to be with my family.miss them too. siyempre mas importante naman family ko kesa sa paginom ko.
pero may kilala akong isang bata na gustong pumunta...at dahil di ako kasama, di siya makasama.hehehe.
next time.

ang aga kong umalis ng dorm...
i took an aircon bus pauwi...ang engot ko...di ko nacheck ung wallet ko...muntik na akong di makapagbayad.60 php n lang pala pera ko...and 57 php ung bus.hehehe.
i miss my hamsters...ung girl na hamster ko...mataba na ulit...matapos niyang mawal for two days at sumubok na kumain ng bato like darna...tumaba na ulit xa...at nagme-make out na ulit cla ni boy hamster.hihihi.

sunday...

eto ako ngaun...naguguluhan sa body clock ko...buti na lang kinaya ng powers ko ang lumabs ng bahay para mgainternet...baby bro ko kasi...busy sa pag ge games sa bahay.iwan ko nga.hehehe.
i txtd joy...miss my friends na tlg.buti n lang may plano kaming magpuerto sa ganitong season.hehehe.advance bday celeb for one of our girlfriends.isa pa urban legend na ung plano na un...so sana matuloy.

ohhh...and i saw a friend from high school..tawa kami ng tawa..minsan nga naisip ko bakit kami natawa.hihihi...

huwaaaat?!!!

2005-09-18T17:31:00.000-07:00

saturday AM.

after my shift went straight to the dorm to get some sleep para di nmn ako mukhang addict pag nagkita kami nila joy...hehehe.didn't realize i was that sleepy coz i couldn't even remember that joy called me while i was in the middle of my dream.

saturday PM.

original plan: to meet up like sex n d city mode.but since there supposed to be the five of us (berna, joy, zarah me and ichy) may ibang definition si zarah.hahaha.

what happened: apat lang tlg kami (ichy was sick)...so in short sex n d city mode tlg xa...but noh...mukha kaming mga katulong pag katabi namin si zarah (living up to her role as carrie?)
oh shit...i have to remind myself next time to act like samantha...hehehe (di ko kaya).

berna and i were late...
joy came in her mini skirt and pink all over hue...
berna was wearing a navel baring top with jacket c/o guess kids!hihihi...
i, on the other hand, decided to play it simple with yellow shining shimmering splendid retro blouse...
zarah, well she always looks good in everything she wears...with black sequenced top partnered with a assymetrically cut chiffon like skirt, she was a knock- out...

actually knock- out tlg xa...kasi madami xang kapalpakan na ginawa that night.na knock- out niya un ice tea niya sa sinehan sa isang babaeng walang muwang sa mundo at ipinainom niya kay berna ung natira nung ica tea.

probably, the gang realized that i'm not the best shopping buddy they can find, but f the only thing we'll do is to chat, eat , watch a movie or just hang out...oks na oks ako dun...lalo na pag may picture picture...

since there's nothing much to do we decided to watch a movie...
we watched red eye...the thriller...

hahahaha...it wasn't a thriller after all, well not for us...we were laughing all the time...we tried to scare ourselves...REALLY! SWEAR! but it was hard...especially when there's golum..."My precious!!!" with a scarf and lots of bodyhole...

grabe, kung di siguro namin maxado napigilan ang mga sarili namin...baka binugbog na kami ng mga katabi namin...

wala nmng nakakatakot dun sa movie...i would say it was a very cheap production...kapos sa setting...kapos sa lahat...hate it!!! buti n lang i watched it with my girlfriends...kundi...sasakalin ko kung sinuman ang magiinvite sa akin na manood nun.hehehe.

joy, me, zarah with ate joan, who left for dubai

shit!!!i wanna cry...i'm listening to the OST of jerry mcguire!!

"you complete me"
"you had me at hello!!!"

more than a month!

2005-09-16T10:52:00.000-07:00

wow, grabe ang saya ng training. i'm not aloof anymore with my other co- trainees...esp. with the guys...ang saya nila kainisan...hahaha...kahit ang boring ng product specific we still get to laugh a bit.

hay naku...pero info overload tlg. mas malala pa toh sa UP.parang nag-aral k ng LAW!!!huhuhu...esp. when we're doing mock calls, it's like i wanna go home na. though deep inside i know that i can actually do a mock call. so it was like...oh my god!!!

but yehey, it's a friday, and after shift it's saturday ofcourse, and i'm gonna see my friends....sana gumanda nmn ang panahon sa sabado. para hindi hassle.

the best week ever...

2005-09-11T16:38:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy the whole week...
lagi na lang akong nakangiti ang saya-saya ko tlg...at siyempre di ko macontain ang feelings ko...kaya medyo madami na sa team8s ko ang nakakaalam tungkol sa msasaya kong moments.

ewan...well i'll just have to take my friend's advice, just enjoy the feeling...alright!

ang saya din kasi dis week ko lang kasi naranasang tumwa ulit ng malakas...si mhadz kasi eh...Struggling?hello?!!!hehehe...

basta i'm beginning to love my co- trainees...oh no...not yet..di pa puwede.hehehe.

saya saya...

2005-09-08T14:16:00.000-07:00

bonding kami ni mitch nung nawala ang wallet niya...ang sad nga eh...but it was a good thing kasi ngaun mas magiingat na xa....at matututo na xa magsara ng bag.hehehe.labyah mitch!!!

it's so weird.even after two years of being sisses sa ADS, we never really had the chance to bond, so who would have thought that only APAC can bring us closer together.we shared secrets ngaun at nung life niya before.well secret nga eh...kaya malupit na sikreto ito!!!

haaayyyyy!!!!i miss my friends...hopefully matuloy ang date ko with them sa monday.tagal ko na silang hindi nakikita.i miss them so much!!!

no pix today.hehehe!!!

missing these...

2005-09-04T15:50:00.000-07:00

one of my fave pix
taken after the dance recital sa baker
one of the SF moments
i wish i could see the old KAYE again
hahaha...foolish hearts!!!

after three weeks...finally!!!

2005-09-04T15:33:00.000-07:00

i never thought that working would be so stressfull.

i'm not really stressed because of the work but with the fact that i'm away from home and that i hardly see and talk to my friends.

unlike before, in college...everyday, we're together...nakksuka na nga eh...til' it becomes a part of ur system and can't imagine urself not doing the same things.

the irony of it all is that we're now independent enough to decide for ourselves to go out and meet any time we want. well maybe that is the problem... we don't have the time.

its seems like everybody is busy...kahit ako...i'm guilty.and i'm sad.
i'm enjoying my life so far.i get to meet new people...some are already my friends...pro iba pa rin kasi eh.

i don't know...it's just me.maybe i'll just have to get used to this.

work,work,work

2005-08-15T10:40:00.000-07:00

Thursday PM

went to alabang to relocate(parang nagevacuate) ang dating ko...sabi nila berna kung meron pa daw akong natirang gamit sa bahay.hehehe.

di ako nakatulog, although sila michele kahit anong pilit ko...well, di na nila mapigilan ang antok.so ayun mag-isa akong nakatunganga sa bintana ng dorm.aba lahat na ata ng ingay sa kalsada eh narinig ko na.hanggang sa mag-isa na ang ako sa kuwarto.SCARY!

but i'm mostly scared to be late sa first day ko...kaya ayun kahit 9 am pa pasok ko...6am pa lang nakaligo na ako (excited!?!) akala niyo lang un.mukha akong zombie noh?!!!

Friday AM

met joan and eydie our trainors.

siguro mga 19 kami sa team.mukha nmn masaya.yung iba nagpipigil pa ng kulo sa katawan.
but the biggest surprise came that morning...when i learned that mich demerin is also my teammate.akalain mo.small world tlg!

our first day and our first break.we were late sa break namin.6 minutes late.grabe tlg!!!so we end up writing our names using our P***T!kakahiya!!well for some of my teammates.pero sa akin hindi.enjoy nga eh!!!

oh i have this teammate who's so damn proud to become a bum for 17 months (if i'm not mistaken)ang daming tanong...mukhang walang sense. pero seryoso siya.tahimik lang xa...pero siguro ngaun lang un!!!sana maging masaya kami.yehey!!!

cute faces

2005-08-10T13:42:00.000-07:00

were really pretty kahit ano pa gawin sa mga pix namin...hahaha!!!

adventure or what? cguro what!!hehehe

2005-08-10T13:34:00.000-07:00

saw this sa...hahaha... nalimutan ko na kung saan...hahaha.wala lang parang ang cute kasi eh.

nung nakitako ito...naisip ko siguro ganito si joy nung baby xa.hahaha.

grabe bukas lilisanin ko na ang lugar na kinalakhan ko...i'm a little worried but excited all at the same time.kasi ksama ko sa bahay ung mga friends ko nung college...pero first time ko rin gagawin toh.to begin with hindi naman talaga ako mahilig maglalabas ng bahay.ang trip ko eh yung magkulong sa kuwarto...pero siyempre magiiba na ang lahat.titira na ako sa alabang.well i guess that's my fate. part of growing up.can't wait.

haayyy...mas excited pa ata nanay ko sa pagalis ko sa bahay...kulang n lang eh talgang sabhin niya na lumayas na ako dun.hehehe.last week pa lang eh pinagiimpake na niya ako.tapos nung sinabi ko na baka umuwi ako ng sabado at linggo..aba ang sabi b nman eh wag na hintayin ko n lang daw ang monday...huhuhu.

pero ok lang...excited na akong makita sina berna...APAC here i come!!!

bisita...

2005-08-01T17:47:00.000-07:00

berna and i visited LB...met up with ichy also before she took off for alabang.
saya...nagfeeling kaming mga estudyante na parang first day.at nalate at nagkamli ng building na pinasukan.

we even went to the SU building and saw that there was this Penshoppe yardsale by sigma rho fraternity.
hahaha.kahit sa SU naligaw kami ni berna.kakatawa.nawirduhan kami sa paligid.we can't find the venue. and den finally nakita na namin yun and it turned out to be one big sauna bath.paglabas ko...feeling ko nabawasan ako ng 2 pounds.hahaha.

basta it was fun to go back to UP.kasama si berna na mahilig tumawa.ang saya. grabe!!! can't wait to start my work.

BIRTHDAY na namin!!!

2005-07-28T17:25:00.000-07:00

just like my txt awhile ago kina Zarah and Kaye...i think it was fate that brought us pretty girls together. for me it's very rare to meet people, let alone become friends, with people na kbday mo o kaya nman eh kasunod mo lang ng bday.

ang saya ko...and the best thing about it...we're truly leo girls.we're so magulo (isip) but very romantic.we love to be admired daw.if you tell us we're sexy. we will be. and we like guys who are intellectually stimulating and who also possess an astounding presence around other people. the sad part about it, we (leo girls) usually attract the opposite type of guys.

ayaw daw namin (true toh!) sa mga guys na mahilig mag pa under. ang prob eh yun ang madalas na attracted sa amin.
may pruweba ako niyan!hehehe!

zarah n me me n kaye

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE PRETTY LEO GIRLS OF SF

bakit...why..oh why?!!!

2005-07-28T17:10:00.000-07:00

went to UP...
got my clearance...
ninakaw ko un kay Kaye na clearance.i wont tell her na nasa akin.hehehe.
coco was there sa CSec off.he asked me "ano naman ang gagawin mo sa clearance ni kaye?"

i said" wala lang, nanakawin ko.i wont tell her.para umiyak xa!hahaha!"
den he smiled.cguro iniicp ni coco...baliw ba ito?
hehehe

APAC called me...buti na lang Daryll is always calling me and reminding about the things i should know and bring.haaayyy, kailangan ko bng maging excited for my work.gogogo.

it's ryan's bday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAD!!!

all time fave movies and tv shows

2005-07-25T16:58:00.000-07:00

A Walk to Remember

Dawson's Creek

f-r-i-e-n-d-s (ung three girls lang muna)

Mean Girls!

Charmed

Takot ka ba sa dilim?!

Indecent Proposal

Virgin Island

Bawal na Gamot (si kaye si Willie Garte..hehe)

pix from abode's webcam,joy's camphone(tagaytay & vega pix) and joy's camera (at her haus)

the founders

2005-07-25T16:30:00.000-07:00

so funny to think of what other people may think of us pag nakikita nila kami na magkakasama.
grabe mula nang magkasamasama kami...we became inseparable (Jasmine?!)

malakas tumawa, sobra humalakhak, laging nang-aapi, at hilig namin iremind ang mga self namin that we're so pretty.

reason kung bakit may SF.hehehe.

meron kayang nagiisip na mga tibo kami?kung alam lang nila...prang napaka imposibleng mangyari nun.grabe!!!

pero di ko nmn sila masisisi...pag nga naman nakita nila ang mga picture namin.
parang ganito oh...

pero sweet lang talaga at cute kami...hirap tlg pag sobrang ganda eh.hahahaha

photo gallery

2005-07-25T16:18:00.000-07:00

because joy like this picture i wanna post it.

proof na pretty people stick together.hehehe.

ang vain eh...kaw tlg joy.

oohh...joy is on her way na..well actually malamang andun na talaga siya sa Healthway para mamolestiya.huhuhu.when she comes back, di na xa inosente.oh noh!!!

at ako...i was left all alone to process my SSS number. grabe naman talaga.after two hours of waiting...finally the personnel told us na bumalik na lang bukas...grrrr!!!

campaign

2005-07-25T12:02:00.000-07:00

ang panahon na naging windang kaming lahat at laging may toyo ang mga tao.
thank god we made it...kahit sobrang exhausted na kami.

pero xempre we need nourishment kaya kainan muna bago kami magtravel.
(kainan sa Jowebee)

here's the proof na hindi lang kami puro daldal...we also work hard pag kailangan.hehe.
(work,work,work)

pero xempre di mawawala yung pagiging free-spirited namin.
(pretty pa rin kami)

goofy moments...
(ichy and jules bastos tlg...oopps, berna, caught in the act)

haaayyy...lahat pagod but the whole campaign was a success.

(pwera lang kay michele...ang ganda ng mga nasa loob ng van un nga lang sana di maxadong madilim..hehehe)

sobrang memorable tong activity na toh kasi i'm with the people na sobrang saya kasama at pag work...work talaga.pero xempre di nmn maiiwasan ung may mga times na nagkakabanggaan kami.eh ganun tlg eh.nevertheless, happy pa rin ako.

picture gallery

2005-07-22T12:41:00.000-07:00

the people who taught me a lot of things about life.kung wala sila...di ako si apol.thanks guys.

mahal ko kaung lahat!!!if you'll notice paulit ulit lang yung mga mukha nila...doees that mean na kaunti lang ang friends ko?ahmm..siguro pili lang kasi talaga yung mga taong puwedeng makakilala sa akin eh.pero meron pa ring mga missing in action dito.next time lang.

blast from the past

2005-07-22T12:15:00.000-07:00

it is always nice to hear from someone you've never been in touched with for a long time.
ahhmm...actually mga almost two months lang nmn. di pa naman years.hehehe.

but this time it's different.i think true talaga na things do happen for a reason. katulad ng pagtigil ko sa bahay at ngaun may work na ako.i guess it's the same thing when you don't a get a text message or a simple call from someone na naging part ng life mo at ngaun may reason akong mamiss siya.

when he called last night...yung galit before napalitan ng excitement.

i was happy na nagkausap ulit kami.and it's nice to hear from him na namiss niya ako at masaya siya na nagkausap kami.

but i guess, mas masaya ako this time kasi last night ko tlg na-appreciate yung friendship namin.i'm happy coz i know that i'm totally over him and that we're back to what we're used to and supposed to be (friends).
i'm happy kasi wala na talaga yung pain. i can openly talk to him about that gurl in his life. although sinasabi niya na he's enjoying his single life and his work.well good for him. and good for me dahil atleast we're still friends.and it was even nice of him to say na hindi niya napansin na inaaway ko siya the last time we talked. kahit alam ko nmn na di true yun.hehehe.

things happen for a reason

2005-07-22T11:52:00.000-07:00

(ichy and daddy's birthday bash)

since last week nawala (as joy nicely put it) yung perky spirit ko to go jobhunting.
even when i got calls from the companies i applied for parang wala talaga akong kuwentang kausap.

this week lagi akong naliligaw sa UP para lang makapgrelax for awhile. at malimutan kahit paano na isa pa rin akong bum.binubuhos ko na lang sa mga jamuyongs ang init ng ulo ko.(hehehe)

but you know what?if i hadn't been home cleaning the house (wednesday) i'd probably never recieved a very important call.kaya ngaun may work na ako.

it was a crazy experience.i almost got lost and i was 15 mins late for my appointment.i think i didn't make a good impression.but luckily Patch(APAC pipz) gave me a second chance. when i was reading the contract feeling ko panaginip pa rin ang lahat.

yesterday sinamahan ako ni zarah n berna para magpa medical.kala ko paglabas ko dun di na ako virgin.pero hindi...man lang nila ako minolestiya.kakainis.hmp.hihihi.

den i feel guilty kasi di nagkita si zarah ang carl...kasi nahiya itong si zarah na ipakita sa amin ni berna si carl.hay naku.eh feeling ata ni carl, zarah is wid someone else.at nagtampo dahil di daw sinabi ni zarah na nasa ATC xa.

iba talaga pag maxadong maganda.

anyway...after ATC we went to berna's dorm.ok lang un place.isang sakay lang papuntang northgate.24 hrs transpo.it's nice enough.if ever makakasama ko sina berna at ichy sa bahay. sana si zarah din.kaya lang....hehehe

friendly faces

2005-07-17T16:45:00.000-07:00

missing my friends from high school.ano na kaya pinaggagagawa nila?

haaayyy... missing also my UP friends.

UPADS

2005-07-17T16:14:00.000-07:00

the organization that helped me improve my social skills and realize further the importance of communication.

it took me a long time to realize that i'm ready for the challenges this org has for me and my batchmates.
but from the very moment i learned about UPADS (freshman year), i knew that i wanted to be a part of that family.
i may not be able to say that this is an ideal org or we're so close to perfection, because we're still an organization composed of different unique individuals. so clashes of ideas and principles in life is somehow inevitable.there were rough times and crying moments. but for me, this is a part of growing up. UPADS is still a young org. failures and mistakes will teach us to be strong and assess our performance in order to to do better the next time. and at the end of the day, the important thing is that we learned our lessons and we learned to laugh once more.

this coming August we will celebrate our 8th year.i may have only spent two years with this org, but those two years with UPADS can never be compared with many years in my past and probably even in my future.

i'm just glad that i encountered those UPADS members singing and laughing at Devcom steps.though i didn't have the chance to meet them, they've made me try something i didn't even imagine myself doing.

(me,ageo,rolls,rhia,alexis,kaye & mitch)

(me,lorie and pia)

thanks UPADS.labyah guys!!!

QUOTES from PIPZ i don't know

2005-07-13T21:59:00.000-07:00

" Those who cannot remember tha past are condemn to repeat it"...George Santoyone
Naku patay ako...

" In this time you have to be an optimist to open your eyes in the morning"...Carl Sandburg
oo nga naman noh!!! magulo na Pilipinas wag na tayo dumagdag.

"Love built on beauty, soon as beauty, dies"...ok nakalimutan kong isulat kung sino nagsabi
well, para yan sa mga lalaking boobs lang ang importante sa kanila at sa mga gurls na mahilig sa mga sobrang guwapo di nman bagay sa kanila.

" Do not take life too seriously; you will never get out of it alive."... Elbert Hubbard
isang importanteng motto ko toh sa buhay. aba gusto ko pa magtagal dito sa earth noh?!!!

"ONLY YOU"

2005-07-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

i watched "only you" with Robert Downey Jr and Marisa Tomei last night. I think i've watched that movie for the millionth time. i think i'm suffering from a severe temporary amnesia. coz when i saw the movie that was the only time i remembered that it was one of my favourite movies.

it was about a girl (Marisa) who believes so much in destiny that she sort of cast a spell and made herself believe that there is one guy named damon bradley that was meant for her when she was a kid. she postponed her own wedding and went straight to rome to find damon bradley. and there she met Robert Downey Jr's character (forgot the name). To cut a very long story short, Robert fell for her and did everything he could to make Marisa fall for him.

There was just one crazy scene. When Robert finally told her that he's in love...Marisa said "What kind of an excuse is that?!!!". I find it crazy because some people would even kill just to hear other people say they love them. But then here is this girl who became outraged with this guy's confession.haaaay crazy...

I'm also crazy because i told a friend that i'm into sci-fi adventure action films, but then i realized that most of my favorite movies are romantic comedy flicks.
i like "never been kissed", "ever after", "you've got mail", "my sassy girl", "10 things i hate about you" and a lot more.

ok back to the movie...of course it was a happy ending...but before they reached that part there was just this beautiful scene, where Robert gave up in pursuing Marisa because Marisa wont admit to herself that she also loves Robert just because Robert wasn't Damon Bradley. And then of course she realized it and went after Robert and then a happy ending.

the question is: is there such thing as destiny?

" Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved". ...William Jennings Bryan

so does that answer my question? nope!!!

vain you say?!!

2005-07-12T17:11:00.000-07:00

my friends often say na ang arte ko daw tlg.di nman totoo yun ah.

sa totoo lang...i'm shy.kaya nga akala nila suplada ako.

ngaun na lang siguro lumalabas ang kakikayan ko.thanks to SF.
hehehe.

to prove na di ako vain...heto ang para sa inyo.

this is not really about my vanity.this is an example of pure addiction to adobe photoshop. i just couldn't think of a better model but myself.hahahaha!!!

cge na nga. next tym...isasama ko ung pictures na may mga friends akong kasama. hmp!!!

crazy moments

2005-07-12T15:57:00.000-07:00

why is that the title of my blog?

wala lang, yun lang ang pumasok sa isip ko.

grabe...last week friday lang ata ako hindi naligaw sa Makati.

Monday:

went to John Clement's with Joy. met up with gaddie and then i blew up my initial interview. Joy survived it. if there's anything i should be thankful about that experience eh di ko kailangang mag Math ulit.hehehe.
that afternoon, we started worrying about Kaye. Dpat kasama namin siya, pero di namin siya nakasama. don't have any idea, what happened to her.

para nman di masayang pagpunta namin dun, i went to PeopleSupport.i passed the initial interview and got an appointment for the exam on Tuesday.

Tuesday:

went back to Makati for my exam. met a lot of nice people there. they were very nice and so were the HR people that i started liking the company.passed the exam (thank GOD). after the nervewracking moment of waiting for the result of the exam. got an appointment for the final interview.
sabi ni noel (HR) wednesday daw. nagdahilan lang ako, sabi ko i'm free thursday onwards.
kung alam ko lang na matutulog pala ako kina debie.di na sana ako naginarte.sayang pamasahe noh?!!!

Wednesday:

pauwi pa lang ako sa Los Baños.

Thursday:

excited for my interview. aga ko dumating.it's a good thing andun si joy. she was supposed to meet gaddie.but gaddie mysteriously disappeared.grabe. and so..she waited na lang for me.
den we went to this crazy joyride papuntang alabang.na di namin alam bakit pa kami napadpad sa LAs Piñas.
when i told my father about this, he laughed.and so did Zarah.

haaaayyyy.....

Friday:

rest day.i want to congratulate my friend JOy...PS pipol na xa.yehey. sana ako din.

ohhh and we cracked the code behind the disappearance of graddish...secret n lang kung ano.
ohhh and i hope my friends we'll be ok na.especially Zarah.

amazing

2005-07-06T19:35:00.000-07:00

can't help to brag about my small achievements these past few days. i always say that i'm the typical province girl who knows nothing about Manila.

a typical province girl who is also afraid to ride the bus. who would have thought that I'd be able to conquer those fears. grabe.

i went to Alabang and Makati alone. Ganun pala talaga when faced with the situation. Wala ka nmng magagawa. Di nmn forever puwede kang mag depend sa ibang tao. And so...yun na nga ang nangyari. Ang saya, kasi di ko alam if mawawala ba ako.hehehe.

Tapos dun pa ako natulog kina Rode and Debi sa bahay nila sa Makati.

Meron din pala akong isa pang fear na noon ko lang nadiscover. Aside from fear of riding the bus...takot din pala akong lumakad sa overpass. Lalo na pag umaga at nakikita mo yung humaharurot na mga sasakyan sa baba. Muntik na akong himatayin nung nasa gitna ako ng overpass. Feeling ko anytime may butas na lalabas dun at mahuhulog ako.Hehehe.When i reached the other end...kumapit ako agad sa railings...kahit may mga nakdikit na kawad ng kuryente, wala akong pakialam, basta, gusto kong kumapit.

Pero siyempre i made it safely, thanks to me.hehehe.And of course to the people who encouraged me.
joy,rode,debs,berna and tatay.

LOS BAñOS

2005-07-03T13:03:00.000-07:00

i missed UP.

dahil super busy kami nila joy sa paghnp ng work feeling ko di na ako napapadpad sa Los Baños.kahit nasa Mayondon lng ako.

ang chance ko lang to go out is when i'm looking for a job.
hindi tlg ako mahilig gumala grabe.kaya nga i don't know anything much about Manila.buti na lang i have my ever patient friends na naging tour guide ko.

kaya nga last Friday i was able to survived the trip to Alabang.grabe i was so scared the day before.first time ko lang babiyahe mag-isa papunta dun (pathetic ba?).don't think so.

i was very worried that night.but i was also excited.parang extra challenge. one more step to adulthood.
i maybe innocent but i'm not ignorant.i know that i need to learn to do things on my own.kaya nga i took the courage to go there alone.no matter how much i wanted to ask some friends to go with me.

everything went well nmn.kahit di ko naipasa ung exam sa Convergys ok lang.nothing can compare to the experience.lalo na when i got myself back home in one piece.hehe.

grabe talaga.haaayyyy...

tomorrow...job hunting ulit.good luck sa amin.yahoo.

kakaloka...

2005-06-25T16:10:00.000-07:00

when joy txtd me the night before yesterday that we're gonna go job hunting on friday (with atche and pia)...di na ako nagpapilit...go agad.

but since everything was rushed i had doubted na matutuloy yun...because before thursday night was over...pia called me and said that she wont be able to come...and atche hasn't confirmed yet.

it was a good thing i was in a good mood yesterday.excited ako na maexperience naman yung ibang bagay.

anyway...sa tingin ko nmn maganda nmn ang mga nangyari kahapon...nakpgpasa na sina joy ng resume nila ni atche...ako nmn i was stucked in APAC...dahil sunod sunod ang mga pinagawa sa akin. it's a good thing n rin siguro that i got the final interview yesterday. i don't have to go back if ever man.

thanks ng malaki sa aking stage mother (berna). she gave me tips and encouragement. kung wala siya malamang di ko kinaya ung pressure.haaaayyyy!!! thanks din siyempre kay zarah na kahit tulog ang diwa eh nagagwa pa rin niyang magsuklay kagabi sa bus.
and siyempre thanks to joy and atche for waiting for me kahit pagod na pagod na sila.muahness gurls.

TIPS pag nag a apply:

1. don't go job hunting on fridays (acc. to joy)
2. wear comfy shoes to avoid splinters (based on my experience)
3. be pretty all the time (to attract boys)hehehe

....ung ibang tips next time n lng...pag meron na ulit.

Sa Vega...

2005-06-23T16:55:00.000-07:00

me and lorie.

can't deny it...we're so pretty tlg.

unpredictable...

2005-06-22T22:23:00.000-07:00

ichy was here (LB) yesterday...i gotta admit...i missed her
it's a good thing we had the chance to talk.

pero di nmn kami ang center of attention yesterday...it was my friend...Ms. Yan.

hay naku, sabi nga ni Zarah...boys tlg...why do they keep on liking us?!bakit nga ba...well sila lang makkasagot nun.

basta kami...one thing is for sure...we're so pretty...people can't resist us...kahit saksakan ng mean namin.hehehe.

a friends SMSed me three days ago...
he sent me a quote and it says...
"Lucky is the guy who'll win the first love of a woman"

nasad nmn ako...naisip ko lang...when will i meet kaya that lucky guy?

i'm still waiting for joy and zarah..but i'll probably go home first...alter na lang since may swimming kami tonight.

kaye, zarah and joy!!!

2005-06-15T04:37:00.000-07:00

hay naku, i faced my death today, but i think it wasn't so bad.as a matter of fact i think it went well.

i saw zarah and she was pretty on her flirty skirt. of course i'm also happy because kaye was also there, and joy of course!!!

i'll have to face my death again tomorrow. i hope i'll be able to get mam matulac's signature.it's a good thing she wasn't in a bad mood today. eventhough she tried to break my composure i still like her.

mam torres was also confused.

haaaayyy, i still have to go back tomorrow. my mother would be mad at me again coz i have to ask for allowance. maybe i wont ask her. i'll just have to starve myself to death.hahaha.

i also broke my promise to joy 'bout going to alabang tomorrow.sorry joy,i'm really purita today.no joke!if you want, you can really go. but of course you'll have to leave me behind and i'll be sad. oh gosh!!!can't take it!!! (maawa ka sana)hahaha

but despite of breaking a promise, i think i would never take back what i posted here bout joy.hehehe.

ohhhh, zarah, i think she's going to have a new bf.
ohhhh, kaye , i think she's going to make babies with buddy.eewww!!!
ohhhh, ichy, i really wish she'll be happy with her decisions.
ohhhh, berna, i miss her so much.
ohhhh, gadi, miss him too.
ohhhh, joy, need i say more?!
ohhhh, i saw lots of ADS today, most of them were in yellow. (nagpo- promote?!!)
ohhhh, i'm in english mode.maybe because i encountered mam tirol's son and he looks like an alien with a foreign tongue.(oooppss!)

ohhhh, i have to tell pia, that JD greeted me today. i think he likes me (ops yzarc, alam ko may reaction ka!)
hahaha.
ohhhh, zarah, i know, she wanted me to go with her to Baker, but i was torn between two lovers, coz kaye wont let me go.sorry girl.

pretty day

2005-06-14T13:45:00.000-07:00

it's a pretty day today.

hmmmm...

i saw kaye with buddy...she asked about the swimming. i told that we decided to leave her behind.(joke lang!)
i told her that it was cancelled because of me(huhuhu)

hay naku, i read my horoscope for today and it says things about not relying too much on your friends for support because it is uncertain, well, guess what...i think it's right.

kaye promised (again) to accompany me to SU and mainlib, so that i could get my cleared...i just went out of the reading room for awhile, when i came back, she's gone (w/ buddy).

but i'm still happy. i don't know why.i just don't feel like getting mad today.

grrrraaaaaabbbbeeeeeeeehhhh!!!!!!!

2005-06-10T10:37:00.000-07:00

oh gosh,
nakabangon din ako...
sobra talga virus ni tita ollie...halos dalawang araw din akong may lagnat.
ngaun lang ako nakalbas ng bahay.

dami nangyari...i'm sure.!!!
pero ako? ang alam ko lang eh umiyak lang ako ng umiyak dahil sa sama ng pakiramdam ko dahil ang taas ng lagnat ko.

pero kahit may sakit ako...hindi nmn ako puwede pahuli sa chismis...xempre anjan sina joy and zarah to tell me things i need to know.

di ko n lng sasabihin.basta ang alam ko si joy may boyfriend na.....hahaha.(sana joy mabasa mo toh!)

maghahanap n kami nila joy ng work...yahoooo!!!

thank you nga pala sa mga loving friends ko na nag txt sa akin para gumaling na ako.thanks a bunch.muahmuah

love you guys!!!

ever after...

2005-06-04T14:10:00.000-07:00

grabe after a week, ngaun lang ako ulit nakapag internet.
feeling ko sobrang naiwanan na ako ng panahon.

hay naku...sobrang miss ko na mga pagmumukha ng mga friends ko kaya ayun nung makakita ako ng shades, di ko napigilan ang sarili ko.(anong relasyon?)EWAN...

actually madami ng nangyari last week (especially nung monday & tuesday)...yung iba nga ayoko nga maalala.

monday (may 30)
-nagpasama si kaye sa akin para bugbugin nmn si quikoy...well, guess what?di na namin kailangan gawin yun.graduate na xa.sa wakas, pumasa na ang lola mo.
sa sobrang saya namin...she promised me na matutuloy na ang date namin sa KFC at sasama na siya sa JUNE 9 (swimming).
-i also texted mam torres and asked her if mabbgyan niya ako ng grade till may 31 (deadline ng grades)...she said "oo".

tuesday (may31)
-nagyaya si ichy ng lunch...wala akong load so i tried calling her sa house nila mga before lunch din...aba sabi ni mommy niya...tulog daw. naisip ko lang pano kami kakain if naghihilik siya.
- kaya ko nga pala tinawagan si ichy kasi di ako makakasama.subsob ako sa paggawa ng journal ko.ihahabol ko sana sa hapon.
-pagdating ko sa devcom, nakita ko ung gradesheet ko (still in the pigeonhole of mam torres).so naisip ko "naku baka di na niya ako mabbgyan ng grade"
- i also learned na nasa UP din si joy. pero kahit may sore eyes ay nakkpag movie marathon kina coco lee (sosyal)hehehe.
-dahil sayang lang kung lumabas ako ng bahay ng ganunganun lang, nagpasama ako kay pia sa ROB...and there it was...ung shades na matagal ko ng hinahanap.
- that night...i got a call from someone.grabe pala yung feeling na muntik mo ng sabihin yung lahat ng gusto mong sabhn sa isang tao pero di mo pa rin nagawa.and so ang nangyari eh nagaway lang kami.after making him feel bad, i felt bad too.feeling ko ang sama- sama ko na tlg.
- nagtxt ako kay joy and zarah

wednesday (june 1)
- finally, sinabi ko na sa tatay ko na puwede na niyang ipa-edit ung journal ko
- aba akalain mo naiwan nung umaga.grrrr
- grabe, wala si pia. at siyempre wala din si jack. si mel lang andun. eh pag lunch na sa papa niya siya pupunta.kala ko tlg kakain ako magisa sa readingroom.
buti na lang dumating si ella.
-at dumating rin si tita ollie.
- after that day, na feel ko na tlgang di na ako gagraduate this summer.
-sabay kami ni ella paguwi.ella is a really nice girl.

thursday (june2)
- pia txtd me, asking me if may balak ba daw akong pumasok."aba siyempre"kailangan magpasa ng DTR.
-si jack absent...
-wala pa rin si mam torres. my gradesheet is still in her pigeonhole.haaayyyy
-lunchtime na....still waiting for kaye (for our date sa KFC)
-aba hapon na saka pa lang nagtxt sa akin na sa hapon pa xa makakapunta.
-she gave me another reason to be mad at her.di ko tlg siya pinapansin
- malalala pa doon, kasama pala so buddy.
- i'm not jealous of buddy, it's just that for me, if may affair kaming magbabarkada, gusto ko kami lang.if may kasama mang iba, puwede namang sbhn ahead.hindi yung bgla mo n lang "surprise. surprise"
- para mawala ang inis ko...binili ko na ung shades na gusto ko..yahoooo!!!

friday (june 3)
- still sulking about my gradesheet, ayoko na ngang pumunta sa infotru, baka malungkot lang ako.
- hinarass ko na lang si pia about sa mga card catalog.hahaha
- kailangan ko ng tapusin un para tapos na yung gagawin ko sa RR...nanay ko kasi, ayaw na akong papasukin.
-sir dante came over. ginulat ako at nagannounce na may small prob daw about my acads..
-i was so nervous.grabe kahit di ko alam, parang gusto kong umiyak, until sinabi niya, na good news namn daw tlg yun.
- den nkita ko si mam torres "oh gosh," i said to myself. "patay"
- den ma'm torres said the magic words..." may grade ka na"
- di na ako nakreact, kala nga ni sir dante di ako masaya. masaya ako siyempre. hindi pa lang nagsink i sa akin.hehehe.

saturday (june4)
- eto ako ngaun sa abode.masaya.nagliliwalil. charing.
-actually, nagpasa ako ng journal kay ma'am. grabe.
- finally masasabi ko n tlgang...GRADUATE NA AKO!!!

thank youGod.

at siyempre thanks sa lahat ng mga friends ko na nag inspire at nagpalakas ng loob ko.

joy,ichy,zarah,berna,kaye,gadz,
debipot,rode,ingrid.
(sa totoo lang marami pa sila...kaya lang inatake na nmn ako ng amnesia)

labyah!

swimming na sana

2005-05-20T18:35:00.000-07:00

for the first time ata this summer, di ako makakatikim ng swimming.

gusto ko kasi lagi night swimming with my friends, kaya lang di ko nmn sila lahat macontact.

ung family ko nmn, puro may sakit, so di kami nagpaplano ng swimming.

kami nmn nila joy, although may plano, di matuloy tuloy,kasi busy din sina zarah, gad, ich and berna.

ngaun, may outing ang ads, di ako sumama.wala me sa mood eh. kesa nmn mabad trip lng ung mga brods and sisses ko sa akin, eh wag na lang sumama diba? sana mag enjoy sila.hehe. sayang.bad timing kasi ang mood ko.hihihi.

well, busy din namn ako...so sana makpag relax minsan!!!hay buhay!

it's a long, long journey

2005-05-17T18:58:00.000-07:00

just experimenting with my blog today.

i'm looking for a cute blogskin that will fit my personality...i'm thinking of cute angels.

dapat mag swiswimming kami.buti n lng,di ako maxadong naging excited kasi iniwan ko muna ung mga gamit ko for swimming. di pala tuloy. di nmn ako agad natext ni joy. anyways, sad lang, kasi free dapat sana sina Zarah n Ich. but no, si zarah may sakit and ich is also busy with her family.

sad din kasi anniv ngaun ng batch chrysalis and kaye is nowhere to be found...kasama siguro si buddy.hmmm...
pero ok rin coz joy is here.

pero masaya ngaun sa reading room. sarap sumayaw. sarap tumawa. kaya lang mahirap tumawa ng walang tunog.sakit sa tiyan.kakaantok din ung trabaho namin.akalain mo, bilangin ba daw ang pahina ng bawat thesis sa library?sana kayanin ko dabah?

hehehe, for the meantime, si Pia nag volunteer.gusto magpakabayani.goodluck n lng.

mamayang gabi...gagawa ako ng thesis.yahoo!!!

pasalubong...

2005-05-16T18:04:00.000-07:00

just wanna show the pasalubong i got from joy and zarah when they went to divisoria.
dapat ksama ako, kaya lng, something came up,so di n nmn ako nakasama.hay naku.sayang.experience na sana.hihi.

nagpapabili ako kay zarah ng hikaw,pero la daw xa makitang maganda so binili n lng niya ko ng bracelet...pretty noh?! parang kami ni zarah...hahaha!!!

(sa mcdo)

2nd year anniv namin bukas!!!

2005-05-16T17:31:00.000-07:00

hay naku, si tita ollie tlg...di maxadong mahilig sa outing.pati sa outing ng ADS gusto sumama?ok lng xa?

anyway, dis day turned out OK...ewan ko...parang ang saya lang. wala akong maxadong iniisip.
kahit lovelife ko, di ko na rin maxado iniisip. i'm just glad na pumasok si jack ngaun.
tapos nkita ko si joy.i miss kaye...hay naku...

ops, excited na rin ako kasi 2nd year anniversary bukas ng batch CHRYSALIS sa ADS...yahooo!!!
i never imagined dat we'll get to spend our second year as resident members,
if ever man eh siguro nakagrad na ung iba kung batchmates o kaya naman ako...
but no, talagang meron kaming batchunity..and we expressed it in different ways...
kaya heto...dito p rin kmi sa UP...hahaha.
i'm just glad na sila ung mga kasama ko sa pagsali sa ADS!!!
kaya kaung dalawa... JOY and KAYE, kahit may mga drama ang buhay natin,
gusto ko lang sabihin,
if ever uulitin ko man ung process...ayoko na kau kasama
(gusto niyo palang ibigay sa akin ung malaking palaka ha?)hehehe...JOKE lang...
seriously, i would never change a thing if given the chance.di na noh, baka di ko rin manejoy stay ko...(DABAH?!!) o JOY, minsan lang ako magdrama, lagi akong masungit, so just pretend na naiiyak ka
sa mga nakakdiri kong sinasabi.oh well.

( kala ni joy,i'm always teasing whenever i post this pic...di niya alam may secret behind this)
(kaye n me...may dance number kami.)

excited din ako kasi bukas may plano kaming mag swimming..yahooo...can't wait.muahness

can i make it through the raging storm?!!!

2005-05-11T18:59:00.000-07:00

can i make it through the storm? ...actually..i DID!!!YAHOOOOO!!!

after duguin ang ilong ko at lugawin ang utak sa kakaisip kung pano ko haharapin ang malaking trial na ito ng buhay ko, well, THANK GOD...ok na ako.

buti na lang kahit di ko naperfect un exam, meron din nmn akong alam and pinakita ko tlg na may alam ako.
kailangan ba mabiktima pa ako ng mga maling answer key?...kung di ko pa kinapalan ang face ko at hinarap ko mismo ung terror teacher ko, eh pupulutin na tlg ako sa kangkungan!!!

i'm thankful din kasi di ako sinungitan ni mam, love ko na xa, for giving me chances na di ko inexpect...ever.

buti na lang tlg...haaayyyy!!!

now finally, i can breathe and now i can focus sa thesis ko na muntik ko n nmn mapabayaan dahil sa kakaisip sa isa ko pang subject...oh well, got to go. ung mga bruha kong friends, hinihintay ako sa Mcdo. i'm hungry na rin, pano ba naman, nagpretend ako na nagda- diet!!!hehehe...

sa totoo lang, ginutom ko lng ang sarili ko kasi...i'm kuripot!!!well, mahirap n buhay ngaun, ung 7 pesos mo, malilibot na lang niya ng buong UP...MAGLALAKAD NA LANG AKO NOH!!!

buti na lang, nabawasan na ako ng isang prob...THANKS to EVERYONE who appreciated my effort...THANK U TALAGAAAAAAA!!!!

vanity...vanity...where's my fanty?!!!!

2005-05-09T18:50:00.000-07:00

trip ko magmaganda last week...syempre kailangan my pruweba..hahaha
i was also wearing my pretty earrings...

so kailangan todo pose.

i like this pic kasi parang di ako...ang chingkit ko kashi!!!at ang puti.

sa mga makakikita nito, please don't think that i'm vain.i tried my best naman to hide my self eh

obviously, i wasn't successful in doing that...hihihi

don't wanna wait in vain

2005-05-09T18:17:00.000-07:00

waiting in vain since the beginning of time...

i waited for the result of my HNF completion exam...only to find out that the SA in- charge forgot to check my exam...wafak!!!

i waited to see kaye today...only to find out from JOY dat she's no where to be found...wafak ulit!

i also waited for jhack, coz i know it's more fun to have her around reading rum while we try not to bore ourselves to death...but she's a no- show as well...wafakwafak!!!

i waited for my blogaccount to open while i was in the reading room...only to have a pop-up message saying...Sorry, temporarily disconnected from the server...wafakmore!

and now i'm waiting in vain for a friend (MICH) who texted me almost one and a half hour ago dat she'll be right over, after she takes her bath..... (tutut...tutut) ohh," someone texted me..."

MICH: i cant...have backpains...UTI!!!

ok, now my waiting is over!!!THANK GOD and THANKS to the power of SMS...WAFAKINGMUDISHU!!!

PRETTY PICTURE OF US

2005-05-04T18:55:00.000-07:00

i really love this picture with zarahlee

i like this one too.

kurikong!!!

2005-05-04T18:52:00.000-07:00

di ko alam kung bakit un ang title nito.it was just the first word that came up!!!
si joy...may ginagawang nobela...better read it!!!later...after 20 years.

2005-05-04T03:30:00.000-07:00

my baby bro

wonderful thoughts running through the faucet

2005-05-04T02:53:00.000-07:00

today is such a crazy day...sumakit lng nmn tiyan namin nila joy at pia sa pagpipigil ng tawa namin.
kinawawa naman ako nung dalawang yun sa drawing nila.
pero panalo pa rin ang self- portrait ni joy---care of PIAtot..."who let the dogs out?"
pati si pia may punchline--- "Ding, ang bato!"
eh ako...merong shrinked version at enlarge version, tapos di ko nmn maxadong kamukha si dolphy sa drawing ni joy!
walanghiya yung si pia, ipost daw sa tambayan...dahil WORK OF ART naman daw un.

jack is absent ulit.maxadong kinakarir ang pagpreprepare ng b-day ni Tin.
kaye nmn, sabi ni joy absent daw sa math class nila.Why kaya?
i wonder what Zarah is doing ryt now?
i miss berna.may nilalait kaya xa sa oras na ito?
how bout ich?may balak pa kaya xang mag pa enhance ng boobies?hehehe...
gadi, san kana?

piyestahan!!!

2005-05-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

may 1...labor day!!!
and piyesta sa amin!!!
i thought lahat ng ininvite ko hindi na pupunta...
gabi na kasi and wala man lang nagpaparamdam na hello, buhay pa kami, wait for us!!!
pero lam ko nmn na di sila mawawala na hindi nila sasabhin sa akin...
si KAYE lang mahilig gumawa sa akin noon...hehehe!

and siyempre, si debi ang una kong bisita...she left joeneil.sana sakalin siya ni joe pag nagkita sila.hahah

den rode arrived...she's so sweet. she came from work sa lipa, but she kept her promise na dumalo ng piyesta namin kahit pagod na siya.

at sa wakas, dumating na ung dalawang bruha!!!JOY AND ZARAH!!!
sanay na tlg ung dalawa na nag sneak- in sa bahay from our backdoor!!! kahit nakabukas ung gate sa harap ng bahay namin. dire-diretso ung dalawa sa likod!!!

of course, bglang umingay ung bahay!!!parang may giyera. si jan...kahit kailan isang malaking joke. si denden...sinusumpong n nmn ng sakit niya!!!panay pacute---di naman bagay!!!
siyempre, special request ko tlg ang bumili ng film for the fiesta. kasi un lang ang magpapaligaya sa amin, aside from the food!!!

thanks to zarah- na kahit puyat at may work pa dat same day eh nagpunta pa rin
kay joy- na na-torn between two lovers or should i say two handaan.but she kept her promise.thanks!!
kay debz- for making it and for al,most breaking a record. dahil lahat ata ng dumating eh sinabayan niya ng pagkain!!!
and rode- despite of the haggardness nagpunta pa rin xa!

unexpected call in the middle of the night

2005-05-03T17:55:00.000-07:00

hay naku...kainis tlg ung may tatawag sa iyo
ng madaling araw tapos bubuwisitin ka lang at
ipapafeel sau na dapat kang maguilty sa isang
bagay na di mo nmn kasalanan...

o sige...siguro nga in a way, sinadya ko na wag na muna kami magkita.
ewan ko. i got scared eh.
we're supposed to meet but i txted him and said na saka na lang kami magkita.
besides i had a valid reason. kailangan ko tlg umuwi agad.
and i thought, baka NO show na naman siya.

and then two days after...may
bubulahaw sa iyo sa madaling araw at mgagalit sau.
kakaasar tlg!!!
dats why i feel like wearing red today!

(a friend told me na bagay sa akin ang pula) para di
nmn maxadong obvious na buwisit ako dabah?!!

hello!!! ok lang siya...after ng ilang buwan na wala kaming komunikasiyon
at finally getting use to the fact na 'gang dun lang tlg ang mga pangyayari...
heto na naman kaming dalawa!!!buwisit talaga!!!

are u normal zarah?!!!

2005-05-03T17:37:00.000-07:00

dahil friend kita...malamang!

'yokong magkafriend na baliw noh..
although deep inside we all know naman na mga
takas mental taung lahat..

oo nga pala, last night may nakausap akong tao...
akalain mo..buhay pa pala xa
natuwa ako kasi nagkausap kami...
pero kung naging masaya ako...like before...hindi na eh
ang dami na ata talagang nagbago

kaya nga kakabad trip ung isa kong friend dahil
nanunukso siya...eh buti sana kung totoo...
nakakairita kasi di ko masakyan ung sinasabi niya
dahil alam kong hindi totoo.haaay!buhay talaga..
kakaasar...minsan lang!!!hehehe

just want to post this pix kasi...
wag na lang baka patayin ako ni JOY

missing zarah

2005-04-29T18:00:00.000-07:00

i missed zarah today kasi nakita ko si kaye at si joy and wala lang...nagkaroon ng katuwaan sa reading rum...

si jak kasi, tinopak, naisipan niyang mag truth or dare kami...siyempre tamad kami lahat...so gusto lang namin laging truth...

at hindi namin inaasahan na may malaman tungkol sa PIAtot...hahaha..pero siyempre samin na lang lima un...

pati tuloy so joy napasubo...

buti na lang walang mapiga si jack sa akin...may advantage din pala ang pagiging single...hehehe!
ahhhh...i love my friends! can't wait to see them on sunday!!!

zarah is mad

2005-04-27T18:45:00.000-07:00

zarah is mad...di ko alam kung bakit...dahil ba sa hindi siya pinapayagan ng blogger na magpost ng blog niya...

eh bakit kailangan niya akong sisihin? kahit nga nagutom ako..hinintay ko siya...hehehe
buti na lang...naguilty...pinakain niya ako...hehehe...

don't worry zarah...i'll pray tonight na magkaroon ka na ng blog...muahness

so saya!!!

2005-04-27T18:19:00.000-07:00

ang saya diba kapag gigising ka ng maaga at magready ka sa pagpasok...tapos bgla mo n lang malalman na wala palang pasok...dahil sinabi sau ng mga friends mo at kasamahan sa work na "PUMASOK KA BUKAS MAY PASOK TAYO"

tapos kung hindi mo pa minura eh hindi man lng maiisip na sabhn sa akin ang totoo...kakainis tlg!!!

buti na lang andito sa LB sina JOY at ZARAH...thanks girls for bringing joy into my life....

we met up with ichy eh...

nung dumating siya sa chowking,ngaun lng namin napagtanto na siya pala ang nakabili ng Chowking...harharhar