Colour Me Pink

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

WEW!

It seems like a lifetime since i last visit this page. So many things have happened in the past, good things and bad. I guess i didn't have enough time or some of the things that happened i just want to bury in the past.

But then again, I know it will never be that easy to forget.

Let's just focus on the good things!

Finally natuloy na rin un outing namin ng mga friendships ko from college! Di nga lang kami kumpleto.
Pero masaya pa rin! Un nga lang mejo bitin!

Wala si Kaye and Berna. Si Zarah, nagpapakita na ng boobies...hehehe!

Si Gaddie, sumama din. Kaya masaya lahat. Un nga lang after nasira un fone ni Gaddie...SAD!

Anyway, we went to Nasugbu, Batangas. Ganda ng place. Katabi nya un Punta Fuego.
We stayed over night. Kwentuhan at lamunan ng walang humpay. Saya saya!

Wala nga lang masyadong tao! Anyway, paguwi namin we stopped by Caleruega! Ganda ng place.
Nagmoment. Nagpanggap kaming mga banal!

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nag moment pa si gadi magisa...ganda ng sunset!

finally.. we have a group pic! YEHEY!

....im so thankful..they're my friends. :)

'loving every minute of it

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

a friend said...

"minsan apol, ok lang maging aggressive ka."
i will never forget the things i did and things that happened last week...
once i thought ...di ko kayang gawin yung ibang bagay because people might think of me as cheap...
pero minsan pala makakalimutan mo din isipin ung sasabihin ng ibang tao kasi mas mahalaga na maexpress mo yung nararamdaman mo.
although it is a big risk for me, last thursday, i took up the courage to ask him na magsabay naman kami umuwi...kailangan ko lang tlg ng closure or peace of mind. we really needed to talk. i was so nervous kasi..first time ko gagawin yun.i guess what made it easy is because i know that whatever i'm about to say will come from the heart...
don't get me wrong ..di naman ako nagpropose..di pa..hehehe...
i just told him the things that bothered me for the past weeks and the way i feel...ofcourse di pa rin ganun kablunt ang pagamin pero may clue...
anyway...it was a good thing we talked...atleast alam ko na yung side niya...
it was a serious but very light talk...it was funny...pero may sense.
basta hirap iexplain...but we both came to an undertstanding that we need to become friends first...and try not to let other people affect us...basta we're friends and enjoying ang pagiging artista.haha.
after the talk, inihatid niya ako sa dorm...i felt like hindi ko ata dapat siya nacorner ng ganun?
but then that night at work..his friend told me that he told them na natouch siya kasi sinbayan ko siyang umuwi and that nagusap kami.
so ok na...

'loving every minute of it

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

outing...

this should have been posted like 3 weeks ago...but i didn't have the pictures then.anyway...just wanted to post this..because we were so pretty...kahit haggard from the shift...
saturday morning (May 27)..we all went to cavite for the first ever dental/account outing (i forgot the name of the resort).ang saya...nakikain lang kami nila aj ...i planned of going home to los banos that day...so hanggang tangahalian lang kami...but it was fun.
we all thought it was a private resot..but it wasn't...pero ok lang din.. saya magvideoke..i mean panoorin ung ibang tao magvideoke...i wanted to sing kaya lang baka magrequest sila maxado..di ko kayanin.hehehe.

'loving every minute of it

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

some dark cloud

never felt so alone in my entire life...i don't know...since last week...i felt trapped...trapped in my own shadow.
why is it that when things seem to fall into place and just waiting for the right moment to finalize everything, some thing would always go wrong...
life is never easy...i know that for a fact...but don't i deserve to be happy?not even for once?

it's harder for me...because i am never vocal...i had to fight w/ my pride before i would be able to confront those people who make my life somehow difficult...
i can't cry...my pride wont allow it...and that what makes it harder.

i'm thankful i have lovely friends...joy (thanks for the Da Vinci date.lavyah), zarah (w/ her crazy txt messages that makes me worry sometimes), berna (w/ her nonchalant,happy-go lucky outlook in life and her dreadful braces), ichy (for always manipulating me to go w/ her to the mall), jade (the most outspoken person i've met that makes life more interesting), joy Capit (w/ her sweet papa james), pj (for the teasing and the out of the blue "ok ka lang?" comment), sam (for the trust and support), lizette (my pinoy pop superstar,) ,TL Angela (for seeing my potentials and for proving me wrong) and AJ (for making me laugh)

before i left home today...my inaanak janine came to our house and she greets me with her hug...parang dat is something i needed...i almost cried...but i couldn't... not in front of my parents.

am i at fault...?
blaming oneself is easy and hard all at the same time...
no closure...

i've read from a friends blog:

Some words are better left unspoken... whatever that means, but maybe some feelings are better kept inside as well, but all my life I lived with the fact that time always passes you by if you don't know how to take chances. You miss a lot of things and too many good people you should have known and could have been family. So how do I go about this contradiction? got no idea.. life is but peculiar.

how true...and i think it will always be the case for me.

'loving every minute of it

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

insomnia

kamusta naman ang buhay ko na for the whole week eh mukhang gagawa ako ng record na may tulog lang ng 5 hrs everyday.at kamusta naman ako ngaun na natulog ng 9 am at nagising ng 10:30am...kaya eto walang magawa.nagmumukmok sa blog.haaayyyy! i hate it...anyway..mejo masaya naman ako kasi nagkakamoment kami ni mr.pure energy.secret na muna kung ano...

'loving every minute of it

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

moments...

i'm not sure how to describe last week...
everything was such a surprise...
first..over the weekend ichy and i planned to go out last tuesday to buy groceries at south supermarket (para maiba lang)...den after my shift i got a text from her that she was kidnapped...(bruhang yun may outing pala)...hehehe...anyway nakabalik naman xa ng buhay...di xa kinaya ng mga kidnappers ibinalik na siya...hehehe..di natuloy ag south supermarket pero natuloy kami sa southmall supermarket hahahaha...

anyway...the whole week...he (mr. pure energy) started texting me ung mga simpleng txt lang...but when we're on the floor,we hardly greet each other...pero ok lang...

den one day , one ofc friend (joy) felt sick during our shift and she really needed to go home.she got the permission and was sent home...ayan wala na akong lunch buddy...the next day i brought her minute burger...(kasi fave nya un eh)...may mga nainggit...so the next day she textd me to bring daw 3 minute burgers (for her, jace and joseph) ...ofcourse nagdala ako...tapos pinakain niya (joy) ako ng masarap na tsupaghetti (term ni joy toh ha?) ni papa james (asawa ni joy)...sarap grabe!!!
tapos sabi ni joy bnigyan daw xa ni joseph ng juice, sabi ko bakit ako wala...ako nmn ang bumili ng burgers ah...ang lola mo sinabi kay joseph eh dramarama sa hapon lang naman un...anyway, eh di lumapit xa sa akin at tinanong kung ano daw ang gusto kong juice...nahiya naman ako...xempre sabi ko wala..but he made pilit...but i was stubborn so he gave up...anyway...wala lang...hehehe...moments lang...hehehe

anyway what happened the next day is the major event...during our team meeting...my TL gave a hint na ang crush ng bayan (dental account) ay nasa team daw namin...but she doesn't wanna say...but towards the end of the meeting she said that it was me...well..naloka naman ako...TALAGA?!!!well what else is new...hahaha...joke lang...feeling ko exaggerated lang ung story ng TL ko...though xempre flattered naman ako.

anyway...thursday supposedly is the last day of joseph (11 by 4 kasi xa)..but he made a rest day OT nung friday at nakitulog xa sa apac para daw malamig...hay naku...anyway...we said goodbye to each other...den i went home alone (well not exactly)i was w/ irish kaya lang magkaiba kami ng way pauwi...

we were walking and walking while i was listening to the radio so mejo napapsayaw ako...not knowing na may sumusunod sa amin...si mr. energy.kakahiya nakita niya akong sumayaw...pero ok lang...nakakahiya pa rin.
so it turned out na may kasabay akong umuwi...den nung nasa jeep na kami he asked me " gusto mong magbreakfast?mayaman ako ngayon, so libre kita."
sabi ko...ok!!! "san mo gusto", i said gusto ko ng french fries so sa macdo kami...but while eating di pa pala ako ganun gutom so hindi ko nakain ung binili niyang burger sa akin...hashbrown lang kinain ko...but he made lamon everything..pero ok lang...guys nmn have big appetite...
i was the one who set up the table..we ate facing each other...sabi niya..di daw xa sanay gusto niya ung kasama niyang kumain katabi niya...
sabi ko "hirap kaya nun,ako gusto ko ung nasa harap ko" den he said
" gusto mo ako?"
"ano?!"
"gusto mo ako, sabi mo gusto mo ung nsa harap mo?hehehe...joke lang"
den i was just quiet..pero masaya atleast we had the chance to eat na kami lang dalawa...walang pumilit at walang nanunukso...
the sweetest thing is he said ihahatid niya ako sa bahay sabi ko wag na mahihirapan lng xa dumiretso n lng xa pauwi...den he said.." babalik pa akong apac, so ok lang un."
fine! nataka lang ako..bakit xa umuwi kung babalik pa xang apac?
nung malapit na kami sa dorm sabi ko i still need to get my things, sabi niya ok lang..he'll wait...grabe naman ang init kaya sa labas and he can't come in...bawal eh...so dun xa sa labas nghintay kaya binilisan ko na ung pagaayos ng gamit...

den naginsist xa na dalhin niya un gamit...
fine ...mabigat eh...
tapos nung nsa jeep he said ihahatid niya ako sa terminal...sabi ko wag na...
den he said
"ayaw mo ba akong kasama, kasi kanina ka pa gumagwa ng paraan para paalisin ako"
i didn't say anything...den he said " oh ano ayaw mo talaga?...kahit ayaw mo sasama pa rin ako."
fine!
tapos we waited for like an hour before the bus arrived...der we talked almost about everything...all nonsense things...w/c turned out na may sense din nmn kahit papano...
anyway it was just the sweetest moment...kahit init na init na xa he stayed.
den dat nyt he textd me and told me to tell him kapag magsleep n ako...i did and den he txtd me wen he got home (gumimik pa kasi eh)...wala lang..just want to share dat moment.

'loving every minute of it

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

chika day...

i'm out wid mah friends (ichy,zarah and joyie)...
we're doing joy's thesis...actually sina ichy and zarah lng...andito ako ngaun sa abode nagiinternet...

miss ko na rin ang mga loka...lalo na si ichy hehehe...

graduation ko kahapon..pero di ako nagmarcha...wala nga ako balita kung ano ang nangyari eh...
sa totoo lang di naman ako nanghinayang na di ako nagmarcha..leche ng init naman!!!
atsaka pagod na rin ako from work eh...and matagal ko nmn yun inisip if i really want to go out there and fry myself to death...
naisip ko...i want to share it wid mah friends...kaya lang di nmn kami kumpleto...mas masaya kung magkakasama kaming aarte at iiyak at pagtitinginan ng mga tao (sabay sasabihin nila "ang pretty naman nila kahit naiyak")hahahaha...un nga lang magisa lang si kaye...well that's life...

actually siguro ang sad part lang is knowing na gusto akong makita ng parents ko na magmarch...but i know they understand naman na hindi naman ganun kadali lahat..di nmn ako nakatunganga lang sa bahay.galing pa akong alabang at naipit sa trapik ng mga 3 oras lng naman...
at pag sinabi kong mainit...eh mainit tlg!!!GRABEH!!!

anyway.it's sunday today...kasama ko sina joy, ichy and zarah..chikahan...tawanan at thesis mode...come'on...
joy and i went to nini's house to get some things..i'm hapi nini is somehow on the track of finishing her thesis...joy as well.
come on gurls..YOU can DO it!!!

the last week was a shock to me...siguro dahil sa mga kabaliwan ko 2 weeks ago.namiss ko tlg ung isang tao...
di ko na pinigilan ung sarili ko na lumapit at maginitiate ng pagbati sa kaniya...which turned out to be fun...
nakakapagusap na kami at nakakpagtawanan kahit mejo ilang pa rin ..kasi ang dami tlgang alaskador sa paligid...pero masaya..SUPER!!!

oh well..secrets na lng muna ang mga moments of love ko...
basta masaya...
and today i'm happier kasi...ksama ko ung mga bruha kong friends...balik na nga akong mcdo...

'loving every minute of it

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